The boogieman on happiness, peace

Peace, happiness - they don't happen or occur forever. One just can't live 24/7 and have happiness and peace in his backpack or drawers. The happiness, or the peace - it just happens and you meet it head on, and later on you will realize that you've done the right thing when you seized it when it was there.

The boogieman on truth

Most often, truth advertises itself as the key to redemption. It is. But truth itself has multi-personalities, different contexts, objective and subjective presentations of itself. Once in a while, the litmus test of truth's virtue is this - is it going to enshrine peace in your heart and mind?

Of beauty queens and men in trunks

bi131_5: wat's funny?
bi131_5: akong email? hehehehe
TYLER TYLER: i arrived sa office
bi131_5: and then?
bi131_5: jess?
TYLER TYLER: im back
bi131_5: ok
TYLER TYLER: i arrived around 9.30
TYLER TYLER: mostly ang mga people sa office are girls
TYLER TYLER: they arrived between 7.30-9
TYLER TYLER: but it was yours truly who invited them to watch miss universe sa tv sa conference room
bi131_5: hahahaha
TYLER TYLER: that fact - they pointed out to me - over lunch
bi131_5: pero its not gay if a man watched ms universe, in fact murag boys jud cguro mo invite to watch, i think
bi131_5: cguro ako if motanaw ko lain ang motive jsut like guys heheheh
TYLER TYLER: hello, the evening gown competition is my favorite part of the show!
bi131_5: hahahhahah, okay projecting in other words heheh
bi131_5: akoang iwatch kay swim suit hehehe, not that i wana wear them heheh, just ogling lang hehehehe
TYLER TYLER: in swimsuit - they all look the same
TYLER TYLER: but boys in swimwear - thats another story
bi131_5: bitaw pero ud know kinsa lami irainbow over who's lifeless in swimsuit, hehe, bitaw, nahan sad ko men in trunks
bi131_5: like sa katong bench email ni ody hehehe
TYLER TYLER: naa ko i-send nga file ha
TYLER TYLER: ay bad its no longer here, i brought it home
TYLER TYLER: yummy guy in white tapis
TYLER TYLER: and angel wings
bi131_5: i think i saw na, murag u sent me na. mga goodlooking guys with very bug angel wings
bi131_5: big
TYLER TYLER: no, singular, one guy only
TYLER TYLER: though his sex appeal is very much PLURAL
bi131_5: heheheheh, i hear ya!

Tori

The Goddess of SinSuality

Years go by will I still be waiting for somebody else to understand. Years go by if I'm stripped of my beauty and the orange clouds raining in my head. Years go by will I choke on my tears till finally there is nothing left. One more casualty you know we're to EASY easy easy. Silent All These Years

Maybe I ain't used to maybes. Smashing in a cold room. Cutting my hands up every time I touch you. Maybe maybe it's time to wave goodbye now, time to wave goodbye now. Tear In Your Hand

Can't reach you. Can't reach you. Give me life. Give me pain. Give me myself again. Oh these little earthquakes, here we go again. These little earthquakes doesn't take much to rip us into pieces. Little Earthquakes

He says when you gonna make up your mind. When you gonna love you as much as i do. When you gonna make up your mind, cause things are gonna CHANGE so fast. All the white horses are still in bed. I tell you that I'll always want you near. You say that things change my dear. Winter

Look i'm standing naked before you, don't you want more than my sex. I can scream as loud as your last one but I can't claim innocence. I could just pretend that you love me, the night would lose all sense of fear. But why do i need you to love me when you can't hold what i hold dear. Leather

All songs by Tori Amos from Little Earthquakes.

Tori

The Goddess of SinSuality

Clouds descending, I'm not policing what you think. And dream
i run into your thought from across the room. Just another trick, can i weather this? I've got a fever above my waist, you got a squeeze box on your knee. I know the truth is in between the 1st and the 40th drink. Concertina, concertina, a chill that bends. This i swear, you're the fiercest calm I've been in. Concertina

You say you don't want it again and again but you don't really mean it. You say you don't want it, this circus we're in but you don't you don't really mean it. You don't really mean it. How many fates turn around in the overtime. Ballerinas that have fins that you'll never find. You thought that you were the bomb yeah well so did i. Say you don't want it. Say you don't want it. Spark

Hey Jupiter, nothings been the same. So are you gay? Are you blue? Thought we both could use a friend to run to. And I thought I wouldn't have to be
with you something new. Sometimes I breathe you in, and I know you know. And sometimes you take a swim. Found your writing on my wall, if my hearts soaking wet,
boy your boots can leave a mess. Hey Jupiter

To the line. Through the dawn. To the light. To the turn. When you said -- You could drive all night. Drive all night. So I let Crazy take a spin. Then I let Crazy settle in. Kicked off my shoes. Shut reason out. He said "first let's just unzip your religion down" Crazy

Where the river cross, crosses the lake. Where the words jump off my pen and into your pages. Do you think just like that you can divide - This You as yours, Me as mine to before we were Us. If the rain has to separate from itself, does it say "pick out your cloud?" Your Cloud

Thought I knew you well. Thought I had read the sky. Thought I had read a change in your eyes. So strange, woke up to a world that I am not a part
except when I can play it's stranger. After all, what were you really looking for and I wonder when will I learn. Blue isn't red, everybody knows this. And I wonder
when will I learn, when will I learn. Guess I was in Deeper than I thought I was
if I have enough love for the both of us. Strange

Had a northern lad, well not exactly had. He moved like the sunset,
god who painted that. First he loved my accent, how his knees could bend. I thought we'd be ok, me and my molasses. But I feel something is wrong, but I feel this cake just isn't done. Don't say that you don't and if you could see me now, said if you could see me now. Girls you've got to know when it's time to turn the page. When you're only wet because of the rain, you know it's time to change. Northern Lad

I guess i'm an underwater thing, I'm liquid running. There's a sea secret in me, it's plain to see it is rising. But i must be flowing liquid diamonds,
calling for my soul at the corners of the world. Liquid Diamonds

Rolling and unrolling, coiling emerging running free, running through the underworld into your room. Is he real or a ghost-lie. She feels she isn't heard. And the veil tears and rages, til her voices are remembered and his secrets can be told. Lust

These tears i've cried, i've cried 1000 oceans. And if it seems I'm
floating. In the darkness. Well, I can't believe that I would keep keep you from flying. And I would cry 1000 more if that's what it takes to sail you home. Sail you home. Sail you home. 1000 Oceans

All songs by Tori Amos.

Sarah

“My husband - my loving, dear, patient husband who put up with me through all this insanity - I thought I’d better do something really nice for him. So I wrote him a love song. And for the first time in my career, I’ve managed to write a happy one. So here’s my apology.” – Sarah McLachlan
Push

Every time I look at you the world just melts away
All my troubles all my fears dissolve in your affections
You've seen me at my weakest but you take me as I am
And when I fall you offer me a softer place to land

You stay the course you hold the line you keep it all together
You're the one true thing I know I can believe in
You're all the things that I desire, you save me, you complete me
You're the one true thing I know I can believe

I get mad so easy but you give me room to breathe
No matter what I say or do 'cause you're to good to fight about it
Even when I have to push just to see how far you'll go
You wont stoop down to battle but you never turn to go

Your love is just the antidote when nothing else will cure me
There are times I cant decide when I cant tell up from down
You make me feel less crazy when otherwise I'd drown
But you pick me up and brush me off and tell me I'm OK
Sometimes thats just what we need to get us through the day